Friday, April 9, 2010
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11:34
Wells, i have not been updating much in my blog these days.
Probably once in a bluemoon.. When i really have nothing to do. That's very very highly IMpossible(: hahas.
Or when i'm really bored and or when i have the time (coz i take a very long time to blog). Hehes.
Anyway, EMRS is sooo going to be ending like real SOOOON!!!
Yippee~
Counting down. Another 4 more days excluding today(:
Weekends are either super busy or super slack(:
Coolios
Ohyeah, alot of people has been asking me about this guy whom i've been writing on my blog for the past few times when i managed to update my blog.
And i have yet to officially mention it to any other people except to people who asked me.
Well yes, i'm in a r/s with this guy, Gabriel(:
And i shall write a short story of how we came together.
Remembers last year when i NDP2009?
I always had practices every tuesday and on saturdays when NDP is nearing.
I do not remember how we started talking to one another as i only knew people from Primers as well as those In-Charge for this group.
As time went by, there was a 'clique' formed and both of us were also in the NDP clique of about 10 of us.
NDP clique will organise dinner when there's no practices.
As weeks continue to pass, we had more outings.
Birthday celebrations, bbq, dimsum session, durian session, movies, marina barrage and even more(:
Sometimes these sessions end late and gabriel always offer a few of us a ride home. (I'm one of them.. Hahas)
Soon enough, Gabriel and I became very good friends.
I remembered once i studied out late night @ some very far away Mc from my home.
The next day NDP clique had a seminar to attend in the morning.
And Gabriel offered to come and picked me up. Nice(:
Also there were times when there is NDP Appreciation Rehearsals till quite late, gab will never fail to offer a few of us or maybe wanted to send me home so also shunbian ask the rest who staying in the east if they want a ride home. Hahas..
But i truely appreciate his kind offer everytime because he stays very very far away from me. Tho spore is only a tiny red dot on the map.
And i felt that this guy can be my very good guy-friend.
As i am able to joke around with, him, talk to him and most importantly share things with him(:
After a few weeks we became very close friends.
And we went out on a 'date' right after my last paper in aug.
I played and had fun that day
Throughout my holiday, i totally played like crazy, going out till late and having alot of activities in a single day.
Some of the days, we went out on dates(:
Ohwell, some family issues came in between and some very complicated stuffs happen.
And around mid sep, we became together as the love was growing strongly b/w us.
From that day on, till now i have never regret making the choice to be his gf.
From that day on, we encountered many many obstacles.
Internally and externally.
Differences and dislikes.
My love story is like a roller coaster ride.
Lots of ups and downs. Many many happenings.
Best of all, it was one of the most unique r/s among my peers(:
Hence, i couldn't follow what i see that went well in their r/s.
Throughout this 6mths, i have leant alot.
Things that i never knew about myself.
Things that i thought was right was wrong.
Things that i suppose was okay all the while wasn't really okay.
Things that i guess did not make much difference anyway, means alot and creates many more thoughts in it.
Well, all in all, it was a very great lesson that i've been through.
I also learnt to see the character that's in me, some annoying and those which irritates people.
Those stubborness, demanding attitude, insensitive and even being emotionally emotional at times.
These small small actions that i always do that never meant anything to my friends(maybe it does but they did not say?) can mean sooo much to the one i love.
What i'm most amazed and touched my heart is his never changing love and forgiving heart towards me despite the hurting words i've said. the promises i have broke, the actions i do that made him felt neglected and had hurt him so deeply and badly.
And despite of these repetition of immature actions and attitudes, he never fails to give me patience to talk to me nicely hoping that i'll be able to understand what he is trying to put accross to me.
In spite of these immature actions that i have done, gabriel still chooses to love me, forgive me and never gave up on me. He even continues to assured me of his love for me and explain to me the situations patiently over and over again when i dont understand.
We had alot of differences and face difficulties all the time, yet we're able to stay strong and move on after sorting out of differences.
We commuicate and compromise with one another, not forgetting to rememeber to carry out the things we talk about.However, i always tend to forget which making him angry.
Nevertheless, he still loves me, forgive me and be patient to me to explain to me again(:
It's the time and his effort in wanting to make our r/s grow.It's time for me to change and contribute my part.
And i pray tt i'll change for the better.And i'll not think about unnecessary stuffs that will really really make my inmagination run wild.I'll also carry out the necessaries that i have promised.
*See it, read it and forget it!! stop thinking about it(: it's over*
*Deary, I love you*
Missing you,
Angelz